a regret in my lifeの歌詞

You say it's my fault
The old me couldn't make things right
I never believed in fate
but what I did led to what I have now

願えたとしても no more
頼れない答えだけ

The universe torn us apart
たどり着いた違う未来
But back then I should've gone against the stream
Here's my story one and only
a regret in my life

後悔なんてさ、戻りたいなんてさ、
知らない、こんな、私一度だって。

I keep finding more than I ever wanted
I still can't get you out of mind, the fuck

The universe torn us apart
たどり着いた違う未来
But back then I should've gone against the stream
Here's my story one and only
a regret in my life

I can't keep myself
逃げられない
I can't keep myself
この後悔は
It's what I deserve hmm

"After you were gone,I realized how stupid I was for not going to see you that day.
I still want a reason why I can't even ask how you're doing.
You were always there for me, where the hell are you now?
To my very first best friend, I'm sorry, I won't give up on you. You know me."

The universe torn us apart
たどり着いた違う未来
But back then I should've gone against the stream
Here's my story one and only
a regret in my life