Why was I born?の歌詞

Everybody smile and say again
"you really are a such good girl"
Living in the world everything is all about the numbers,
with my empty eyes, there's no sound

I'm really are making, faking smile
when I wanna cry again
Holding my bruised knee
then"its alright"when I say that again
until I see the sunrise
Waiting for sunrise and its sunshine,
now

Why was I born?
How many time did I wish
I could rather just dissapear
Don't bind me
I wish you could love me once again
You don't know the way really I am
I wish you could love me once again
I wish you could love me the way I am
I'm not yours
Anymore using me again
only when you are lonely and lonesome
Do ya?

When I asked your help first time
You push me and then said"crying is pathetic"
You looked down on me and named me a drug loser
All I wanted was you

How do I look to you?
You couldn't imagine me still breath again
and scars all over me
I am still breathing here,
I am breathing here
So can you feel me?

Why was I born?
How many time did I wish
I could rather just dissapear
Don't bind me
I wish you could love me once again
You don't know the way really I am
I wish you could love me once again
I wish you could love me the way I am
I'm not yours
Anymore using me again
only when you are lonely and lonesome

No!!
I don't know any answer anymore
I don't really know the truth in the world
Open my eyes
There are many truth but it hurts
In the never ending rain, feeling in pain
I wanna find the reason
Why was I born in this world?
Keep singing
I wanna find the reason
Why was I born in this world?
Do ya?

Why was I born?