This is how I feelの歌詞

8 am like any other days
get up from my bed
ready to quit my life
but there's something I gotta do
to make the world a better place
it's hard to live by myself
but I have no time to
care for someone else
but I want someone
so I can share my life
and happiness
I'm another sad
and lonely life on earth
I wish I could change myself
make more friends
and love this life
but in reality I'm vulnerable
what I see is my ugly
imperfections
I wanna be hot or cold
not in between
I wanna say what I wanna say
withhold nothing
I wanna go live my life
you can't stop me
I just wanted you to know
this is how I feel
shame and tears
were my only friends
until you came
and touched my heart
how did you see
someone invisible
how are you
still holding my hand
I wish I could change myself
but you tell me to trust in you
and I still see my
ugly imperfections
but now I see is more of you
and less of me
I wanna be hot or cold
not in between
I wanna say what I wanna say
withhold nothing
I wanna go live my life
you can't stop me
I just wanted you to know
this is how I feel
all the world is changing
they say it's just the beginning
surging over me
like an angry ocean wave
I get behind the line again
to get my life back again
this is my life
this is how I feel
I wanna be hot or cold
not in between
I wanna say what I wanna say
withhold nothing
I wanna go live my life
you can stay with me
I just wanted you to know
this is how I feel
this is how I feel
this is how I feel
this is how I feel
this is how I feel
this is how I feel