Prelude to Suicideの歌詞

I see your face
I feel the air freezin'
I hear the silence
cut by footsteps

in this moment
the sound
of heartbeats' so close
no one will care
I still breathe or bleed

affection, nowhere to fill
resolution, no matter at all
still alone with my grief

here I'm moaning to be free
just filling up the hole in my heart

I'm searching
where my soul belongs
maybe someone to hold on to

even a desire for revenge
only turns to fatal loneliness

I'm whirling,
in the spinning wheel
but I know
now's the time to move on

there was a choice
to live or die
it seems unclear
as time goes by

the pressure to win
leads to series of fights
the dead is quiet
he's in relief

devotion, no one deserves it
conviction,
don't mean anything
still alone with my grief

here I'm moaning to be free
just filling up the hole in my heart

I'm searching where my soul belongs
maybe it's a place full of gray

even a desire for revenge
only turns to fatal loneliness

I'm here, there may be a reason
and I know now's the time to reveal