The less time with a pen
The more grammatical mistakes
I made
But I tried my best
Tried to write my emotion on a backing sheet

Maybe I wake up in a hospital bed
I wanna feel safe
You may think I'm going mad
Feel like my desire has gone far away
But I'm stuck in lonely night

I'm still missing
It was kinda a miracle
I threw away something
Could fill my heart
I'm still tripping
But I know this is what I've wanted
I've found that every word you'd ever said to me were true

Said you want me to stay
But I walked away
Said you want me to stay
I won't do it again

Too long on my phone
All I want is feeling alive
Outside
Stop telling me how it's gonna be
I'm so sick of it